Nightmares Bad Nightmares

Man I dont know what Im gonna do I keep having this continious nightmare that every I go to sleep it resumes from the point that I woke up at. Wow so wierd this shit is causing me insomnia.

I got off work at 8am and went to see dad at the hospital. Hes hoping that he will get to go home tomarrow. His doctor finally made it in from her vacation and will see him in the mourning. My brother in law was suppose to go salt the ramp today which dad called and said that mom had to do it and now shes having back trouble. I told dad I would do it and he said no its already being done so I left it at that. He calls me here at work about 15 mins ago and tell me all this shit. All he had to do is call and I would have went and done it.

I finally Crawled in bed about noon thirty and the dream started again It jolted me awake at about 230 so I got up and went and saw dad and grandma the came home and ate supper. Watched some of American Idol tonight. JEEZUS CHRIST did you all see that 16 year old kid that was one of the last performers. I cant sing worth a shit but he made me sound like George Strait. Then he comes out of the audition and goes fuckin postal saying they dident give him a chance Thank you for cutting the tone deaf fucker off I was about to change the channel.

Last night Princess was bugging wonderful wife and I about listening to Pitch's Ipod so finally I gave in and let her. She sat there like a perfect angel just listening away it was the first time in forever that it was past 4pm and she wasn't running around like a chicken with her head cut off. So I got on ebay and got her a cheap mp3 player for like 8 bucks shipping and all. Its only 64 megs but bet shes the only 3 year old in oklahoma with an mp3 player. I took a picture of her with Pitch's Ipod maybe Ill post it tomarrow.

IM BACK HOPE U FEEL BETTER SOON POP

Ok so I know I have been somewhat neglecting the blog for a week but I have reasons, Damn good reasons. First off my dad is in the hospital with pneumonia. Last tuesday he started coughing and there was blood in it so we had to argue with him to go to the doctor he finally went on friday. It seems like once every year he gets it. Well he went to the doctor about a month ago and had an XRAY and the doctor called and said that he had it then and he told her he was not going back to the doctor that she could just call him something in at the pharamacy. So she did and he took all the medicine like a good boy. Well after we sat in the emergency room for 4 hours the doctor came in and told him that he was going to be admitted and that he was worried about his health because the Xray showed the black spot on his lungs was still there and that it could be a sign of LUNG CANCER.
Wow what a shocker I know that the doctor is a straight shooter so im taking this as something to worry about. Dad's regular doctor is snowed in somewhere up north and has not been able to see him yet. She is suppose to be back Wednesday to tell him if he needs to go have the Cat Scan done while hes in the hospital or on an outpatient basis. The thing about it is that Dad is on Oxygen 24/7 and the cat scan in our po dunk town is not big enough for him so we will have to travel an hour to get to another one.

To tell you the truth im a little shocked right now. Ive been going to the hospital to see him every day and I can tell hes scared to death. You just dont know how hard it is to see my rock, my pops, my best friend so scared and feeling so bad. My dad and I are so close. If I dont see him for a day or two hes calling me wanting to know what im mad about or whats wrong that man can read me like a book. Granted he has done a few messed up things in his life but hes still the greatest man ive ever known. He did his best to provide for his family and to made sacrafices to us. I have so many good memories from my childhood all because of him.

Hes been sick for about 5 years now. He hardly ever gets out of his bed much less the house. It brightens his day for his kids and grandkids to come see him. He always has something nice to say. This is to let you know that im praying for you pops and that everything will work out. Im going to close this now befor the water works start but Ill be back soon with another update.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY CHICO

Well Chico turns 10 today. Man time flys it seems like only yesteday I was meeting her chubby little face for the first time. Now its been going on 5 years that shes been my duaghter. I hope that her mother and I have had a positive infulence on her life. Happy Birthday Sweetheart remember reach for the stars.

Wow how great it is to finally have a few days off. Not much going on to tell you the truth. Its been around 25 days since my last day off and I have really enjoyed getting to spend some time with the kids. Im about sick of playing MONOPOLY though. Pitch and Chico have been begging us to play monopoly with then since we all played togehter on chirstmas day. Well lets just say that we have played 4 times in the last 2 days and im about to go crazy.

what happend to the Dallas Cowboys. ROMSEXUAL could not hit the broad side of a barn, and Terry Glenn after all the high marks I have been giving you you have to go and make the bone head play and fumble the ball out of the endzone thanks. I would have probally jumped through the TV if I wasent so intoxicated. Man I had such a headache this morning. Well it was a good season I guess. ROMOSEXUAL you are an idiot some of the bonehead plays that you made cost the season also. As for T.O. you did not prove to be that big of a detractor like the people said but buddy u got to work on them butterfingers. Way to many drops for you.

SUNDAY SIX

QUESTIONS BY KELLY

ANSWERED BY WONDERBOY

1. What is a Guest?
PARENTS

2. Where does a Guest sleep?

ON THE COUCH

3. Have you had a Guest at your home recently?

YEAH If so, who? DADDY AND YALL BE NICE TO ME

4. Have you ever been a Guest at some one's home?

YES If so, where? CORBINS

5. How long do you keep a Guest?

SOMETIMES I SLEEP

6. What things can you do with your Guest when they visit?

I PLAY WITH THEM

THE OLD MANS REQUEST

Hey people if you ever get any spare time you have to check out my link to THE OLD MANS REQUEST. What a great books. A guy from here in oklahoma wrote the book on this blog in a about 2 months. Its a great story about a newspaper reporter whos father is dying back in his hometown and he must return and tie up loose ends. Its a riviting story that I found while doing some seaching on www.blogoklahoma.com. Granted it took me two nights of work to read it but wow. He has written another book ,that is linked at the end of this book, which i am planning on starting to read tonight. If you know of any other blogger sort of books let me know in the comments thanks.

PHOTO HUNTERS

BROUGHT TO YOU BY TNCHICK

THIS WEEKS PROJECT MEMORY

THIS IS A GREAT MEMORY OF PRINCESS EATING HER FRIST BABY FOOD

Whats the World Coming To

.....THE END just ask anyone over 30 hell make that 25. I hear every day about the next big thing that is going to destroy the world. People come on this shit has been going around for yeard and years and guess what nothing has happened yet. I remember when I was in middle school reading my mom National Enquier (u know everyone secretly did it.) There were yearly forcasts by Nostrodamus or how ever you spell it. Well one of his so called predictions was that on a day in September of that year the world was going to end. Oh my me in my niave days waited for september to roll around and when it did I was scared to death on through September with out a thing happening. What a fool i was now AL "I INVENTED THE INTERNET" GORE is out with his new movie that you can read more about on KAMI'S site. On TV the other day there was a so called expert on one of the major network news shows that was talking about the global warming epicemic and how the world was melting away he said that no one knows that man is causing this problem because we are a climatic enviroment that flucates from season to season and who is to say that in 100 years the world will not be in another ice age or that all of the polar caps will melt and flood the world. Sure I think about my childrens future just like any good parent does but I will not be one to say that we have the control over our enviroment then enviroment is ever changing and if everyone was to die today the enviroment would go on to change without us here. Thats why people say not to live in the past people we can not live in the future either we have to live with the present and now and make the best.

TOYS TOYS BROKEN TOYS

OH MY GOD SO MANY BROKEN TOYS! Today I went into WONDERBOY and PRINCESS's room to look for my wallet which somehow came up missing off the kitchen counter while i was asleep, last wednesday. Thank god im a poor broke fella who had no money or credit cards in my wallet, seeing how it was a day before pay day. Well i walked in and wow it looked like world war 3 had been going on in there for days. Toys and toys everywhere. You know the usual barbie doll with no head and 1 arm and leg on opposite sides. Well WONDERBOY was at school so PRINCESS and I started to clean the room and JEBUS CHRISTO there was enough toys in there to give all the orphans in texas 1. Im not saying that they were all in good shape most had been played hard and put up wet. It took us about 2 hours to go through all of them and we ended up throwing 2 trash bags full of broken and odds and end toys from sonic and mcdonalds away. But guess what still no wallet. I seached that room over and over nothing. PRINCESS told me WONDERBOY had it and WONDERBOY told me PRINCESS had it. Well at least their room is clean now and we gave the trashman something to do when he comes by this week.

OU WHAT HAPPENED TO YOU

OH MY GOD what happened to the mighty OU SOONERS last night. That was pitiful. I guess Boise St. came out with an awesome game plan that blew OU away. What a great night of football. I settled in with my trusty 12 pack of bud light sent the wife to the bedroom to watch as much SUPER NANNY as she could handle amd was ready watch a kickass game well it was deff that but not at all what I expected.

It seemed as if Adrian Peterson could not get it going all night you have to give the broncos mucho credit for that they had his number all night. Can you believe that none of the OU FANS that I know would answer thier phones after the game what a bunch of bandwagoners. Thank god that my TEXAS LONGHORNS and the OSU COWBOYS and TEXAS TECH RED RAIDERS saved face for the BIG XII this year and won thier bowl games. Making the confrence a pitiful 3-4 in bowl games maybe next year will prove better for the once might BIG XII. Lets all hope so.

A new start

Ok so today i take off into the world of internet blogging. Hopefully I will have something interesting to contribute but probally not. Don't comment about my typing and spelling skills its all good haha. So today is new years a time to reflect on last year and look forward to next year. Last year was for the birds lets just say family problems, work problems but things seem be looking up and I'm happy with my new job and the prospect of going back to college in May.

Now I will tell you a little bit about myself. I'm 25 years old Married to my Wonderful Wife for 4 years. We have 4 kids or at least she does j/k. I'm work in the security business for an automotive company who's name I will withhold unless they really piss me off. I work 60 hours a week usually but about 30 of those are spent goofing off on the Internet. My shift schedule seems to change from week to week and I never know if i am going to be working days nights or evenings. Its been about 22 days since I've had a day off which really sucks. I also do some softball coaching for my daughters team but don't know about this year really would like to focus on my own kids abilities and making them better then running a full time tournament team.

Some of the things I am looking forward to in the new year are spending time with my wife and kids. Let me introduce them:

PITCH=11 years old drives me nuts talking about boys not to bright when it comes to the Internet and listening when I tell her that i can see everything she is typing. My lil softball pitcher we rock.

CHICO=nine year old ball of fire with major attitude but also tender hearted shes gonna be a pitcher just like her older sis.

WONDERBOY= Is my lil man hes 6 he has ADHD and slight speech problems, which he ware trying to correct without the help of med. hes a great kid when I'm around haha does like to give the mom some problems though.

PRINCESS=She just turned 3 shes the apple of my eye, shes so cute cause everyone says she looks like me. She even picks up on dads bad habits way to quick.

WW= is my beautiful wife shessssss(whoooo don't think i better say that but shes a few years old than me) shes a stay at home mom right now which makes it tough financially but were making it and she has lots of patience to put up with WONDERBOY and PRINCESS all the time.

So since its a new year I guess i will start off with some New Years resolutions that I'm sure I will break within a few days.

1. Lose about 40 lbs yeah sounds like a good number

2. Stop drinking Soda Wata as renegade Randy use to say

3. Go back to college and work on finishing my degree

4. Spend more quality time with my friends and family

5. Get in better shape with kinda goes back to #1

6. Cut down on the cursing I do man I talk worse than a sailor on a 2 year stint